RUNNING NOSE

Yay..
Whew..
Progress,
as never before.

Intertwined feelings.
What to say, what to say?
I'm just like..
happy-confused,
excited-uncertain.

Most things that was me, or I thought was me, are diminishing.
This feeling,
losing grip on what I was for so long,
while reaching for something better.
I know it's better, I'm happy for it.
I just never gone this far from 'home', I can't help worrying.
It's like catching flu while the season changes.
Knowing that things will be different soon,
but the nose just can't stop running..